Concert Toniiiiight time to try spinal integrity hard mode 💪

The last time I went to this event, I was descending into getting worse and now I’m going the other way, but even back at the last time, hearing certain songs live RELIEVED MY PAIN because I was just so full of joy about it. The natural joyful endorphins got me more than several prescribed controlled substances.

I’m excited to go and maybe just be euphoric and also maybe just adopt a whole new persona or something. I don’t have any idea how to connect with people in real life beyond like a conversation while waiting in line. We never see each other again because I’m always like hyper concerned that I like the other person way more than they like me so I just wait to see if anyone would like to talk to me an additional amount.

I think I will just lean into the fact that I’m never going to see any of these people again and do and say whatever the fuck I want haha