Every so often, I have nights where I just want to aggressively have feelings at so many people.   I want to just run at them with ‘omg, I am so happy you exist and I love you and yay I’m so happy you are among the people who enjoy me in some fashion because I really enjoy YOU’ and then just really sincere shit and then I think of all the times that people have reacted poorly to outpourings of affection and/or told me I was weird for doing that, so I’ve stopped doing that, but I still often want to.