trying to get this SWAN edit done before I get taken to some kind of dinner thing because i don’t know how long it’s going to last and how long i’m going to have to be social

I feel so weird about this, like, I have things scheduled that I do every night even though to my friend it must just look like I do the same sitting at my computer doing nothing day in and day out, so I agree to do things beyond my routine just to not be a bad guest or whatever.  (Also this one involves food, so it was harder to say no to.)