all i wanted was to have a day where i didn’t have to go anywhere :C 

i’ve been running nonstop since I got off work on Wednesday and I have to travel again tomorrow and Sunday

i thought i’d have time to paint and sleep and instead it’s just one exhausting social experience after the next and a montage of discomfort and really vivid and intense dreams

my whole body hurts and i have to paint and write letters and i don’t really have the time to do it inbetween all the stuff everyone wants me to do :C :C :C :C