reISH report:
Johnny argues that he’s not dead for far longer than a normal person would have to and he’s not even sure he’s right.
Yes, despite the madness earlier today, I did get some reISH done, and I wanted to post reassuringly in your general direction, person who did not come here for the explosion of five to ten year old tumblr jokes I spammed this morning.
There’s no snippets or fun bits since there’s not a lot that’s like… soundbyte-y. And I guess my impressions of it are still sort of similar to the last time I checked in since it’s just a continuation. I think I may actually finish this chunk up with a filler bit and worry about linking it up to the next critical part later, because I think I’m more interested in getting the critical bit started now that I know all the mindsets that will be in place for it. (Which means I’ll be rewriting a whole chunk I’ve already done ha haaaaa🙃)
But I guess I can say there’s already more Dib in reISH than was ever in the first ISH, haha. By which I think I technically mean he’s in it at all, but even if he was only there as half a mention originally, he’s got a decently sized part this time, at least in the beginning as ‘Person with technology who can peek at things.’
Really hoping introducing this new element is going to tie things together and not fuck me over, I feel like it could go either way at the slightest whim. I’m on a long tightrope carrying a pole but the pole is also the tightrope. Maybe. The metaphor is about as stable as my confidence in this. Intriguing, has potential, maybe a mess upon scrutiny.
Things I’m thinking about are movie sequels in which everyone’s characters get reset to zero despite the development that made the first movie compelling and how we’re not gonna do that. Not that I ever felt in particular danger of it, I guess, but I’m trying to make sure that this thing feels like a story itself in addition to being The Continuing Saga of Those Garbage Kids. So there’s a little bit of ‘okay, this bit is here to catch you up and/or remind you of Important Plot Point #5′, but it is mostly directly following on with where everyone’s state of mind is.
Which is Not Great? That’s a little weird also, I’m not starting with five people who feel generally fine if slightly off or unfulfilled and are thus primed for weird adventure. I’m starting with A) doubts about continuing on current path, B) insecurity about place among friends, C) hyperdeveloped need for validation, D) a brand new anxiety disorder, at the very minimum, E) possessed by own brains and desperately longing for something that will probably result in own death.
So we’re all good and scarred for life right out of the gate and it’s a little difficult to nudge people along who have trauma they can’t do anything with because they’re the only real people in the world.
Which now that I’ve worded it that way was just my experience in highschool, so yeah, maybe this is doable, haha